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Usually write free verse poems, usually tapping into the horror madness & grief areas. What can I say - I haz pain and poetry is very healthy outlet for it.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Hands Begin to Bleed

Drowning in simplicity
There is an utter lack of a bottom
To this deep black hole,
Smother me in antipathy
Kill my inner wisdom
I want something that has been taken
Swallow this hate and spit it into the abyss,

Never should have gone there in the first place
Stay back, get into your cage princess,
Tell me one more time -
This is how it's supposed to be
I'll peel back the layers of your smiling face
And dance on your grave,
Piss on your remains,
Crawl until our hands begin to bleed
Yet never get where we're headed
Scream until your insides begin to seep away
Tell me one more time -
The child had to die,
Hold your eyes closed and count to five
I'm still there holding the knife
Gripping it so hard my hands begin to bleed...

© Christina Nabity
January 13, 2007

I wrote this poem to help cope with the horror of the miscarriage I had Christmas 2006. It was a planned pregnancy, my 1st and only pregnancy. And I may actually now be unable to have children [I will update that if it ever changes, last updated March 7, 2018]
I was feeling a lot of emotional pain and wrote this imagining taking revenge on fate.
originally posted to my old Windows Live Space - Aureysphere.

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